Sunday, March 29, 2009

Laila takes over the East Coast.

Laila is having a great time with her aunt and uncle. She loves the dog, Millie, the most! This is our family picture from our day in annapolis. We just got in the car and started headin home after spending all day in the glorious sunshine! Take THAT weatherman!

Steve has his seafood that he has been craving and I got my vitamin d that I have been craving. :)

Tomorrow, it is back to the midwest!

Thursday, March 26, 2009

Plane rides!!

And an big HaPpY BiRtHdAy to Victoria!!!

Wednesday, March 25, 2009

New Picture!








  1. Look, mama, I found my tummy!

First Day of Swim Lessons!

We should be packing for our big trip to D.C. tomorrow. But, instead, we will blog!

I have a ton of new pics to show you and a few videos. I am going to see how many I can get up before we leave.

It was Laila's last day at daycare today. It was sad. I was sad. She, of course, had no idea what was going on and I am thankful for that. I hope that the new daycare is able to provide her with all the same wonderful things that we were able to experience at the old one. If not, we will just keeeeep searching!

Laila had her first night of swim lessons with Daddy tonight. I went along to witness the momentous occasion. In the end, my attendance was more of a hinderance than a help. Laila saw me on the side of the pool and started crying. She was tired and it was nearing her bedtime. She wanted her mommy! (sometimes we all need our mommies, right?)



Steve and I are both so excited to have a few days off work and relax. I will try to post mobile uploads as we go along but no promises!

Tuesday, March 24, 2009

BEE-utiful!

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Sunday, March 22, 2009

Just to hold you over...

I know how much you have been missing seeing new photos of Miss Laila. So here is one of her drinking her bottle like a BIG girl!!!



Steve and I have both had a rough week at work. We are excited to take our much needed vacation out to D.C.!!! I'm so excited to see one of my very best friends, Christine and we are all excited to see Scott and Tanya.



We have resolved the daycare issue, thankfully. We have chosen a wonderful woman who is about 1 mile from our house. We are very thankful to have found her and are excited for Laila to start playing there! More details on that later.



Laila has yet another ear infection. Oy vey! We have her scheduled for tubes on April 27th and are just ready to be done with this business!



This week was a big week for LJ. She learned to wave AND clap! She is also perfecting asking for MORE using her signing skills. Completely adorable, if you ask me!



I think that's everything! Night everyone! We love you! :)

Sunday, March 15, 2009

Laila first spring-ish day

We went on a nice long walk yesterday! It was so nice out :)
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Saturday, March 14, 2009

Laila First Laugh

We caught Laila's first REAL laugh on video a few weeks ago.
It was the first time that something was SO funny to her she couldn't help herself.
A real, true belly laugh.
I treasure this moment :)


Friday, March 13, 2009

Monday, March 9, 2009

And then there were three

........but soon to be four! No, no, there will not be another baby anytime soon. We are talking about getting a puppy! (I would settle for a kitty, but Steve has vetoed that idea) I am sure it won't happen for a few months but sometime in the near to not so distant future. If it happens within the next few months it is because Benny has decided to get one. Otherwise, we have always said that once Laila turns one, we would start looking.

In other news, I am up with yet another migraine! I have been getting them consistently for a month now a few times a week. So, I guess it is time to get back to the neurologist and chiropractor. I am very tired!

Laila had a great weekend at the cabin. She got to play with Grandma and Grandpa Tarasar and her puppy, Kiley. She even got to play cards as Grandpa's partner...even though they lost both games. Oh well, I think he had the most fun with her on his lap! I'd take that over winning ANYDAY! Steve and I got to spend the afternoon by ourselves. We went up to The Bungalow (the cabin bar) and watched the gophers games. (Which means I talked while Steve pretended to listen ...hehe )

It looks like we found a swim class for Laila and Ridley to go to this summer. I am so excited to get those babies in the water! (Victoria, not so excited for ME to get in the water! ) :) We have also been talking about zoo memberships but we do also live by a great "free" zoo and conservatory which I am sure we will frequent.

On the bummer side of this post, we are looking for a new daycare. For 2 reasons, we have been having a few issues with our current one. Which have all been resolved but I still am not totally happy with the owners of the daycare. The second (and deciding factor) reason is just money. It has become too expensive with the choices that we have made (ie- me taking a significant pay cut to work at my current job and be able to spend more time with baby girl) to continue on this path.

I am torn because I love all the girls who take care of Laila and I KNOW that they love her so much. They take such amazing care of her, but we really can't go broke because of that. There has to be a better option that will fit our life. There has to be someone out there that will love her as much as they do and can take amazing care of our precious baby girl. It is just such a heart-wrenching issue to have to deal with.

I cannot tell you the agony I am going through coming to terms with the fact that I have to pull her from a place she loves because of MONEY, of all things. I wish that there was something wrong with the daycare so I could justify taking her out...but there isn't. It is, plain and simple, the worst feeling that I have ever had.

Which leads to me to another topic. I have decided to go back to school. Well, we have decided to send me back to school. After dealing with the pain and guilt of not being able to keep her in a daycare we love because of money, I think it is really the only way to avoid it in the future. While I do believe there is room for advancement in my current job, there is never any guarantee. I need to do this for myself and for Laila. She needs to know that her mommy can go after her dreams and finish something that she has always wanted to do!

Now, to put your mind at ease...we aren't broke. We are poor :) but who isn't. But we have food to eat, a warm place to live and clothes on our back. I have amazing parents who provide so many thing for Laila that I know we wouldn't be able to on our own. I want to say thanks (for the millionth time but it is never enough) to my mom and dad for all the clothes you buy Laila, all the books and toys for ALL the time you spend with her and all the time you give us to spend alone. You don't know how much we look forward to Wednesday nights when it has been a rough week. We are FOREVER indebted to you and I know you know how hard it is to be in our position.

This is the longest blogpost ever, I just have a lot of things that I needed to get out. Bebe would probably tell me that maybe my migraine is the stewing issues inside that I need to let go....I maybe am starting to catch on to these things.

I am going to go back upstairs and try to go to sleep for 2 more hours before it is time to start another week of work. But I will leave you with this picture of my silly, perfect, gorgeous baby girl.

Saturday, March 7, 2009

Summer is on the way :)

Laila tried on her swimsuit today while we were up at the cabin. We are excited to start swim lessons with Ridley soon!
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Thursday, March 5, 2009

Smiley bath girl

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Laila's big girl bath seat!

Look at how grown up our little lady is getting!
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Tuesday, March 3, 2009

Update Time!!!!

So quick update on Laila Bean. We are going on March17th to the pediatric ENT to have a consult for tubes. Laila has yet another ear infection. I am bummed, but I am glad that we are going to get her little ears feeling better soon!

She is getting bigger everyday. This past weekend she had her first laugh. Her first true, deep, belly laugh. A laugh that she couldn't control because what her daddy was doing was SO funny. I was rolling on the floor laughing just from HER laughing. That was one of the best moments of my life.

We are heading out to Washington D.C. in 3 weeks to see Scott, Tanya and my friend Christine. We are all really excited!

Over Valentine's Day we headed to Chicago to visit Prentice Jensen! We had the best time with our friends Jesse and Melissa! Laila and Prentice were so adorable and they played so well together. :) We even got out to eat and enjoyed a few adult beverages.

All in all, things have been going well here is the Janish household. Normal ups and downs, but we are hanging in there! :)